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無限大な夢のあとの 何もない世の中じゃ
無限大な夢のあとの やるせない世の中じゃ
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2009-04-18 - 12:22 a.m. If I know that I were to sell salted duck eggs tomorrow, what would I like to do today as the last day? Most probably I would want to spend my time in various libraries, especially NUS Chinese and Japanese library, Tampines library, Pasir Ris library and Sengkang library. But even if that is the case, I would not have much time to read books as well. I would probably like to be alone, staring into space occasionally. What if I die suddenly? I hope I would not be in too great pain. .I probably should not be thinking about death when I have not live well. I should be doing all these as I hope I can do now, before I reach the end, right? Why does it feel so frightening all of a sudden that it is totally a LOST feeling? Now I know how I have ruined myself by thinking and saying "I can't do it" to anything I want to do in the past. =( Vivien mei mei has decided to major in Chinese Studies and minor Psychology. So good. Then what am I going to do? ああ、 CANNOT BELIEVE YEAR 1 ENDS JUST LIKE THIS.
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